Friday, May 11, 2007

and all those lonely night down by the river, brought me bread and water, by the kith and the kin

i'm finally done. so hungover, spilled beer all over my computer and so on.i think it's because i still haven't made up my sleep debt - when the work induced sleep deprivation ended, the booze induced sleep deprivation began.

i was so sleepy in my last pre-calc class that i went to the bathroom in sheffield, sat down on the toilet with my pants still up and fell asleep with my head propped up against the toilet paper dispenser. some guy woke me up knocking - i was sure it was my prof coming to yell at me two hours later.

we had forte's last class, which was anticlimactic becuase instead of the traditional "end of year slide show extravaganza" we just has class as usual, but with mimosas. and you know, i'll never learn, because every end of semester in joe's class we have all this champagne and every time i drink it and fall asleep because i'm so tired, and have an awful day because i'm drunk/sleepy. and i say, never again will i drink in the morning during conference week! but next thing i know im telling the person to make mine a DOUBLE MIMOSA! ugh

i finished my thesis and turned it in yesterday... i'll admit i didn't even proof read the goddamn thing. it turned out to be about 80 pages with pictures. it's seriously so bad i'm avoiding joe.
trying to figure out what to get for graduation and the don/donnee dinner.

yesterday night was so great. we went to the malthouse, the last bar night FOREVER. yesterday was all "lasts." our last bates dinner - i had a sandwhich, some toast with jam and butter, and some coffee and ice cream. delicious. i made a toast - to the future! skoal. we drank so much last night but it wasn't in a bad way. everything was good at the malthouse, not weird like it sometimes is. i drank long island iced teas and white russians. boring! i really wanted a mojito but poor joe, the bartender. i can't believe they don't have two bartenders on nights like those. all this funny stuff happened, like justin had a complete freakout when they played "i would do anything for love" on the speakers. i mean really, a complete freak out. hahahhahhaha! i remember when annicka and i were little, we'd go up to the bedroom in the attic of our old house, and put pillows under our shirts to look fat, and sing that song dancing on the bed. BUT I WON'T DOOOOOO THAT! oh god it was so funny. so then we went back to campus and ordered wraps from eileen's. something else funny happened but i can't remember. then i went to bed finally at three or four, and woke up to what i think must have been the sound of someone puking in our bathroom, again. it sounded pretty bad..i felt bad for whoever it was, i felt like i should go see if they were okay but i've found sometimes i need to just let people be, i'm too inquisitive.

oh god i can't wait for this shift to be over so i can go back to bed. unfortunately every time i try to there's some "last ____" that i have to be at, so i don't sleep. i'm excited for tonight, i don't know why, i just am.

btw check out annicka's latest post: