i don't want to sound overdramatic about this, because the second and third years act like it's nothing.. but this is definitely an experience i have never had before.

all the days run together, which sounds like a cliche, but i mean it literally: you can't remember which is which because there's no change in activity to mark the day's passing, like sleep. mom reminded me today that the last time i had been home/slept was sunday morning from 7-9. it's like: you stay at studio for 6 days straight, with 2-3 hour breaks each 24 hours to nap and change your clothes. there are more people in studio at 5am then there normally are at 2pm on a weekday. sunday morning, before i went for the nap, was great: smokers coming in from outside said it was snowing! ashley and i went out, there was snow! it wasn't dawn yet, but there was enough to see the snow in a real way. as ashley said, it was 'snow light.!'

here's a picture i took later that morning when the snow had melted mostly:


malika told me i might have repetitive stress injuries in my last two fingers on each hand and my shoulders, from resting my elbows on my desk when computering, cuz i guess that means i use the tendons in my sholders (which connect to my last two fingers) to move shit around and that means a lot of constant movement and pressure. it feels WEIRD. like your shoulders aren't TIRED, but they feel all crunchy and wobbly and my two fingers tingle and go numb. from sitting! white collar injury!

i'm getting worried to leave our little bay in studio. i love it. people are so funny. i take videos, but afterwards you can never tell whats happening in them or why the hell it was funny at all. but it WAS SO FUNNY!